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Feb 25
#CaptureHope during NEDAwareness Week (Feb. 23-Mar. 1)

#CaptureHope during NEDAwareness Week (Feb. 23-Mar. 1)

Feb 23

Depression and desire: Jamie Tworkowski at TEDxMalibu →

twloha

Feb 23
Feb 22

Depression and desire: Jamie Tworkowski at TEDxMalibu →

watch Depression and Desire by Jamie Tworkowksi on TedxMalibu

May 11
self harm survey

1. How old were you when you started self-harming?

[] Younger than 4

[] 4-5

[] 6-7

[] 8-9

[x] 10-11

[] 12-13

[] 14-15

[] 15-16

[] 16-17

[] 18-19

[] 20-21

[] Older than 21

2. How often do you self-harm?

[] Depending on what mood I’ve been in…

[] More than once a day

[] Once a day(usually)

[] Several times a week

[x] Once a week

[] Two or more times a month

[] Once a month

[] Several times in a year

[] Once a year

[] I have stopped

[x] I am trying to stop

3. What method of self-harm do/did you primarily use?

[x] Cutting

[] Burning

[x] Hair-pulling

[x] Scratching

[x] Interference with the healing of wounds

[x] Hitting or bruising

[] Bone breaking

[] Hitting Head against walls

[x] Binging

[x] Purging

[x] Starving

[x] Biting

[] rubber band slaps

[] burning with hot water

4. If You Self Harm What Sexual Orientation Are You?

[] Straight Male

[x] Straight Female

[] Bi-Sexual Male

[] Bi-Sexual Female

[] A-sexual female

[] A-sexual male

[] Homosexual Male

[] Homosexual Female

[] Transgender Male

[] Transgender Female

[] Questioning Male

[] Questioning Female

[] Pan-sexual Male

[] Pan-Sexual Female (FAAB, Agender)

[] Prefer not to answer

[] Demisexual Female

5. Which Of These, If Any, Are Something You Struggle With Along With Self-harm?

[] Anorexia

[] Bulimia

[x] Anorexia and Bulimia

[x] EDNOS

[x] Suicidal

[x] Various Psychiatric Disorders (i.e. Bi-polar,Borderline Personality, OCD, Panic, Anxiety, PTSD, Dissociative, Impulse Control Etc.)

[x] Learning Disabilities

[]None of the Above ~Not Diagnosed with anything~

6. Do You Think That You (as An Individual) Need Professional Help To Stop Self-harming?

[] Yes, The Only Way I Could Stop Is With Professional Help

[] No, I Have Stopped On My Own Though I Still Struggle Often And Sometimes Mess Up

[] I Have No Desire To Stop And Therefore Don’t Need Professional Help

[] Yes, I Have Stopped With Professional Help

[] I don’t think I could ever stop without Professional help

[] Prefer not to answer

[x] I don’t know

7. Are You Trying To Stop Self Harming?

[] No, And I Don’t Want To Stop.

[] No, But I Would Like To Be Able To Stop

[x] Yes, But I Am Not Doing Very Well

[] I Have Stopped But I Still Mess Up Every Once In A While

[] I Am Completely Self Harm free

[] Yes, but I don’t want to

8. Does Anyone Know About Your Self Harm?

[] No. No One Knows

[] Some People May Have A Vague Idea Of Something

[] Yes, But Only My Closest Friend (s)

[] Yes. But Only Some Of My Family Member(s)

[x] Yes, Some Friend(s) And Family Member(s) Know 

[] Yes, All (or Most Of) My Friends Know

[] Yes, All (or Most Of) My Family Know

[] Yes, People that see my scars/cuts

[] Just a couple of people I trust

[] Yes, My Therapist, Psychiatrist, etc

9. How many years have you been self-harming?

[] 1 year

[] 2 years

[] 3 years

[] 4 years

[] 5 years

[] 6 years

[] 7 years

[] 8 years

[]9 years

[x] 10 or more years

10. If You Self-harm, Were You Abused Or Neglected (either As A Child Or Later In Life)?

[] No

[] Yes, I Was Emotionally Abused

[] Yes, I Was Physically Abused

[] Yes, I Was Sexually Abused

[] Yes, I Was Emotionally and Physically Abused

[] Yes, I Was Physically and Sexually Abused

[x] Yes, I Was Sexually and Emotionally Abused

[] Yes, I Was Emotionally, Physically and Sexually Abused

[] Yes, I Was Neglected

[] Yes, I Was Neglected As Well As Being Abused

[] Not sure how to answer

11. Would you label yourself as emo?

[] Yes

[x] No

[] I guess..?

12. Do others label you as emo?

[] Yes

[x] No

[] Some People

[] I don’t know

13. What would others label you as? (choose all that apply) Please select all that apply.

[] Prep

[] Goth

[] Emo

[] Punk

[] Nerd

[] Homo/Fag

[] Hipster

[] Pothead

[] Poser

[] Skater

[] Druggie

[] Normal

[] I don’t know

[x] I don’t believe in labels

14. What is your reaction when you see other people’s self-harm scars/cuts/marks? (choose all that apply)

[] I want to get to know them

[x] I wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out

[] I want to get as far as possible from them so no one will find out about my own self-harm

[x] I will acknowledge them as someone who shares something in common with me

[] I would never even acknowledge them

15. What were you feeling when you started self-harming?

[x] Fear

[] Interest

[x] Sadness

[] Happiness

 [] Surprise

[x] Relief

[x] Jealousy

[x] Loneliness

[x] Anger

[] Don’t really care

[] No reaction

[] Other 

Jan 31
"Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well."
#Here We Collide Collective

"Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well."

#Here We Collide Collective

Jan 31
crystallcats:

literally the most amazing thing i have read about recovery

crystallcats:

literally the most amazing thing i have read about recovery

Jan 31
Jan 07

resolutions for 2013

my main resolution is bold. it is most important

1. stop Self injury for good

2. record more music

3. get into another college

4. get more involved in church

5. make friends

6. get to know my crush <3 

7. become more balanced

8. volunteer

9. learn to dance

10. start sculpting, drawing and painting again

11. teach music

12. become more of a leader.

#Here We Collide Collective

Dec 03
#Here We Collide Collective #Here We Collide

#Here We Collide Collective #Here We Collide